There's no doubt about it, life has been hard at the Gary house lately. Rob's been sick; he's having an endoscope next week and they are going into his pancreas. Not forgetting the emotional and physical stress that this puts us under, the financial aspect has not been fun either. Yet God has planned for even this. We've been able to pay the co-pays thusfar and that makes me happy. Ashley and Justin are both having problems now. We pray for them; that God would break their hearts and bring them close. I've been busier than I've ever been at work; there is never enough time to get it all done.
Yet, somehow, amisdt all this, I am finding joy; and if you know me, you know that is amazing. I am finding joy in my book; people enjoy Remnants. I find joy in singing on the Worship Team, I find joy in writing the screenplay. TJ's faith and trust in God bring me endless joy. Watching LOST with Rob; joy. :)
These are joys I have hoped for all my life and they are happening now; in the middle of this chaos I call my life. Seems a little unfair to some; but any joy in this mess is joy I will take.