We're singing a new song this weekend, "Whatever Your Doing" by Sanctus Real. It's a song that has really hit me hard this week, the week I released my first book.

whatever your doing inside of me
it feels like chaos but i believe
you're up to something bigger than me
so i'm giving into something heavenly

If you've ever been pushed outside of your comfort zone for the sake of the Kingdom, these words probably ring true in your life too. It would have been so much easier for me not to publish this book. Putting all my thoughts, fears and hopes onto paper for all to see is not as easy as one may think. Answering the questions, taking the criticism, leaving my heart exposed are all things I could do without.

But I know that these words help people. I've read your comments, I've heard your stories. You've told me how these devotions touch you and change you and make you think. It's bigger than me and He is using me to help you.

That makes it all worth it.

I understand that some people are mad because they did not receive the first book. I apologize for putting you in that predicament, but I was taken, just as you were. I lost just as you did. If I could afford to send the book out free to everyone who didn't get the first book, I would. What I did instead was drastically reduce the price. The book should cost $16.95, but it's available on my website for only $10. It's not about the money. It's about reaching people, helping people. If I gave the book away, I'd have nothing left to buy more. I can only hope and pray you understand.

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